Back from Kelantan people !! yes Im a day early :)
Ughh , when u're having pms - everything seems EXTRA sensitive , extra sad , extra angry but also extra beautiful & touching as well
I accidently showed my temper
when my g.pa beat my naughty cousin
ughh i shouldnt have done that
I keep on defending him
it was so sad
the adults starting scolding him without even knowing what really happen
Thats the stupid part of adults
they are always one-sided
Haizz it will just leave another scar in that little boy heart-
If i were him i think i'll run away :(
His eyes were full of sadness
So were mine
Can you guys feel it?
Never been loved by your mother or father
never really had a family
never felt wanted...
never felt love..
there's no place called home for them
Can you feel it?
No , you will never know how it feels
you never felt it before.
When my uncle came in and said unwanted visitor and pointed at my cousin
wtf , i seriously felt like smacking him
even tho it was a joke
ughh my cousin just smiled
but i know deep inside it was something else
No wonder he once he told me
He never really have a home
Now i understand.
ughh stupid pms , it just make everything extra sensitive
those feeling are just so screwed up.
I loved them so so much
you know those 2 people from the first picture?
Yeah they are like my soulmate sent above from heaven
those are the few people that
i think i'll catch a grenade for them
The boy from the 1st picture? I never seen him for 2 damn years
What I couldn't believe he actually took the time&trouble
just to see me
Despite he lived with a broken family
You know how touched was I?
The girl beside me?
She was always there for me
She was there for me even when i was in the hospital warded for few weeks
Everyday without fail she will visit me
despite my own siblings weren't even there for me
yeah thats the time i see who my true friends are
in the time of sorrows
colours showed
pictures paint
memories faded
love blossom
4 of us grew up together
(There's actually 1 more person But he is taking driving test so could't make it)
But he did sms me :D
This trip was worth it
I met my childhood friend and still very close to her
We too grew up together
There's actually 1 sad thing growing up in the city
you don't really have any true childhood friend
where in the small town you know almost every living soul there.
This is the first time my tears come out when i was saying goodbye
We said goodbye as if we will never meet again
yeah i couldnt stop my tears,it just keep flowing
Listening to my mp3 just make it more emotional
is like every song is talking about you
We
- football together
- play cards
- play alot of catching game
- watch alot of movies together
- sleep together
Guess what?
I met our school athlete people
on my way back to KL
I saw them at some R&R place
when kimberly saw me she was very shock LOL
haha what a coincident
Ahhh i just wanna say thanks for everything
thanks for the beautiful memories
I love you all so much